Commitment issues

It’s a rainy sunday afternoon within a 3 day weekend (among other 3-4 day weekends this August) and I promised myself that I would take the opportunity to write a series of life updates before I work on anything else. Despite being busy, it’s unlike me to not take a moment to write, but like everything else I’m learning about my senior year, I want to give the things I do the quality time it deserves. Which brings me to my next point…

Spreading myself too thin, which is acceptable only if it’s spreads vertically (aka weight loss) and not horizontally (being involved in too many things). Haha!

Last year this is how I originally envisioned my senior year to be: thesis, courtside reporting, academics, ACOMM EB, president of toastmasters, love life (HAHA kidding. Seriously, it’s not a priority). Someone once asked me “How are you planning to balance all of that?” to which my other friend replied “Si Rica toh, kaya niya yan!”

I love banksy!

Fast forward to the present and I realized that if things went according to plan “How the hell would I have been able to do all of that?”, at least without doing each thing half-heartedly and half-assedly. Luckily I had the sensibility (and guts) to say no to things I really wanted to do which have turned out to be such blessings in disguise.

Indeed less really is more. You can exercise freedom and find fulfillment in making a commitment. The more time you can invest into something, the more chances you have to explore, grow and make a difference in yourself and in others. Personally, that’s what makes any decision worth it. Before taking on the challenge meant taking on additional responsibilities. Now it’s to go in depth with them.

Although honestly I was looking forward to having a sense of continuity in my professional life. After last year’s enjoyable stint courtside reporting and dj-ing that made me realize that I wanted to pursue broadcasting after college, I’m currently doing none of the above. So much for the continuity I prided myself in finding last year, right?

From high school to college there seems to be a trend! I never noticed it until now. Is this part of my future too?

But the dream has definitely not died. If anything, the winds that carry them have gotten stronger.

To paraphrase what Conan O’ Brien said in his recent Dartmouth commencement speech about the Late Night fiasco, “It is our failure to become our perceived ideal … that can become a catalyst for profound re-invention. To this day I still don’t understand exactly what happened, but I have never had more fun, been more challenged—and this is important—had more conviction about what I was doing.”

In light of how things have turned out, like Conan, I have the time to reinvent myself and I feel it in my heart that I’m already starting to.

URocked My life V.2

My friend from Inquirer asked me to write about my URock experience for the paper. Unfortunately, it wasn’t able to to run, which apparently is how the industry works sometimes. I know I already wrote my tribute entry, but since I don’t want to waste words I thought I would post it here. It gives you more insight into the whole DJ-ing experience in general (including some of my more embarrassing moments) than what I previously said.

I miss these girls

URocked My Life

“Have you met my friend Rica? She’s a DJ on URock.” said a friend when she introduced me at a party. Luckily it was dark so they didn’t see me struggling giddily to keep my composure because admittedly, I secretly liked hearing that byline being said out loud.

University Rock or “URock” is a radio segment on NU 107 that runs from 9-11 every Monday night. It is exactly what the segment title suggests – an opportunity for university students to rock the airwaves.

The music is from unsigned college bands while the show is handled by students moonlighting as DJ’s in their sometimes not-so-spare-time. The show also hosts live interviews and performances from young entrepreneurs and guest bands.

Each season only lasts for a semester, meaning that a new group of jocks end up having to pry the headset and microphone away from the often unwilling hands of the previous batch. That’s just how much the URock experience is worth the effort to travel to the station late on a school night.

Cue shameless kilig!

Personally, my memories are rich with all kinds of “firsts” from epic encounters with famous rock stars to embarrassing statements said on air. Until this day, I’ll never forget popping my DJ cherry with Sponge Cola’s Yael Yuzon as one of my interviewees on the first show I hosted. My partner Lisane and I could hardly contain our shameless fangirldom.

Despite being a naturally talkative person, another first was discovering how easy it was to run out of things to say. Jittery nerves had a way of triggering temporary memory loss for conversation topics and sometimes hindered my ability to muster a witty comeback.

To ensure that I didn’t embarrass myself, I remember clutching dearly to a cheat sheet containing my mini spiels. After all, who wants their tongue twisting and turning in all the wrong places? As it is a live broadcast, on-air-fumbles  are one of the worst things that can happen to a DJ. At least that’s what I used to think.

Mico Halili, URock’s producer constantly reminds the jocks that it’s okay to make mistakes as long as you improve from them. Those are wise words coming from Lord Vader himself, a nickname bequeathed to him by our jock batch. As enlightening as his words were, it was advice that was sometimes difficult to swallow, most especially when your blunders were being broadcasted for everyone to hear.

I still remember how mortifying my first on-air blooper felt. Using the standard introduction spiel, I unconsciously said “I’m URock jock Rica from THE Ateneo.” I couldn’t believe my ears! This long-held joke about Atenistas probably earned me some unintentional snickers.

This demonstrated one important thing I learned though, that sometimes things don’t always go according to plan. Although a pain, experience is indeed the best teacher. As a DJ, that’s a lesson we not only have to learn but one we have to own, by way of witty comeback, savvy rhetoric and a good sense of humor.

We may have pre-set questions and conversation topics to help guide the show but spontaneity? You can’t plan that. It is this extemporaneous banter that is both the appeal and challenge of being a DJ. You live in the moment and make the most of it, both for the benefit of your listeners and your dignity.

In retrospect it’s amusing to remember some of the things my co-host and I have said live – intentional or not. During a college band interview with Mango Float we built most of our spiel on one very important question: what floats your mango? The answers of which were very entertaining.

But the most startling moment is still when Lisane once called me a “tranny” on-air, an inside joke that till this day I still can’t believe she disclosed to the public! My friends had a field day filling my Facebook wall with all sorts of hilarious but totally untrue posts.

Although I should probably not repeat that here, it doesn’t bother me because URock helped me learn the value of rolling with the punches. Verbal blunders and embarrassing statements are not the worst thing that can happen. Not being able to recover afterwards is.

After the initial boo-boos and newbie anxiety wore off, it was easy to forget that I was ever nervous to begin with. I was doing something that I loved – talking and sharing stories with the people around me.

As a communications major, dabbling in radio was a great way to learn outside the classroom. Luckily for me, my practical experience was magnified a thousand-fold thanks to a cool station run by a team of great people who play awesome music.  My time there quickly became as natural and comfortable as having a conversation with friends over a cup of coffee or a couple of beers, except with a bunch of eavesdroppers.

Prior to URock I never considered DJ-ing as a career. But now if I could be paid to talk for a living then I would never shut up. It’s all about heart. And that’s why despite its premature ending URock and NU 107 will continue to live on through the lives they rocked.

Thank you NU 107. URocked my life. Without a doubt it will be one of the coolest and luckiest things I could have ever done and a byline that I’ll always be proud to bear, whether it’s said out loud or not.

URock-ed my life

October 25, Monday, URock Finale

As a student, you don’t travel all the way to Ortigas on a Monday night to board from 9-11pm unless you love what you’re doing. Some, including myself, commute there, while others travel all the way from the south just to do their show.

Despite hectic school schedules and sleep demanding for our time, when the clock hits around 9PM, without fail you’ll hear one of the quirky and energetic voices of a URock Jock saying “This is University Rock on NU 107.”

I’ve been saying that spiel for months now but I’ve never asked myself: WHAT exactly is University Rock? Now that URock along with the NU 107 station itself is closing, I’d like to respond by answering WHO is NU 107 instead.

Without a doubt the past 20 or so years that NU has been nurturing and delivering the best of Philippine rock is an era worth remembering. Although it’s shorter in comparison, without a doubt the past couple of months or so that I’ve been a DJ at the station is a stint that is worth remembering.

Obviously, what brought the URock family together is the music, the passion and appreciation of everything and anything that awakens people’s souls. But it’s the people who we meet along the way that keeps it going, even after we pack the boxes and say our last goodbyes.

URock and NU107 will never run out of tomorrow’s because those tomorrow’s live within the lives of which it rocked.

Click to see my eternal gratitude!

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Reese and Vica

I don’t pretend to be a music know-it-all because I’m not, especially when it comes to the underground indie music scene. But what I do know is that during all those nightly escapades to Saguijo or Route 196,  when I hear a good band, I get shivers down my skin. Now that I’m at URock I expect to get sick with hypothermia.

Reese & Vica is one such band. An acoustic duo from the blue and white school of Ateneo, they sound like Tegan and Sara if they were Filipino. We featured them at the station last week and it was awesome. Below is a youtube clip of them playing Walls at NU. Check out their facebook here.

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Nothing but the local DJ

You’re listening to New 107, University Rock with URock Dj Rica from Ateneo!

Walking into the booth and anticipating my first 5 seconds of airtime was a little bit nerve wracking.  I clutched dearly to my cheat sheet of a spiel in an effort to ease the mini drumbeats in my heart. I was the first new jock up, meaning I would be the first one to be heard LIVE when my tongue would twist and turn in all the wrong places. After all, being tongue tied is the last thing you should be when you’re a DJ.

But after the initial blunders and newbie anxiety you eventually forget that you’re nervous when you’re doing something you enjoy. As they keep reminding us in the station, it’s okay to make mistakes as long as you improve from them. True, but when those mistakes are being broadcasted for everyone to hear, then it makes swallowing them a little bit harder.

Just so I won’t forget next week, things to remember:

1. Always remind people of what station they’re listening to aka New 107, University Rock which at the time felt like a tongue twister my mouth couldn’t commit to memory!

2. Give people a teaser of what’s on the musical roster and always tell them what they just listened to

3. On air your school officially becomes your last name. Ex. I’m URock Dj Rica from Ateneo *note, do not say THE ateneo because when I did I wanted to die of conyo-humiliation

4. RELAX and be yourself. On air the ability to show your personality through your voice is one of your biggest assets

Honestly, I never seriously considered being a DJ as a career. But now if I could just be paid to talk for a living then I’d never shut up. Because it feels like having a conversation in a coffee shop with friends just with a lot more eavesdroppers. After all if there’s one motto i live by it’s to live like you’re telling the best story in the world. And on air that’s exactly what we’re doing except that we’re talking about it for all our listeners to hear.

Plus, the atmosphere is pretty awesome – from the bands you get to interview to the music you play to the people you work with. Generally, everyone is quite laid back, easygoing and well, talkative!

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